I understand. I hear him. He’s right. & I can’t force him to open back up to me, like I have to him. I cant force him to love me like I love him. I can’t do any of those things. But what I can do is continue to love him with everything thats inside of me, I can show him exactly what that LOVE & HIM both mean to me. Never will I hurt him again. Never will I give up on him. & yes actions speak A THOUSAND words. So I’m going to be about that action. This. These are the things that I CAN do.
I might be too young to settle down and marry, but I’m definitely too old to be playing anymore games. I’m too old to just be talking to someone, too old to not know what’s really going on, and too old to be entertaining somebody with no intentions of making it work. At this age, I’m only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty. And I want to hear someone tell me that they love me and know they goddam mean it.
To much on my mind to go to sleep. Crazy thing is its things that I cant change. I honestly have to stop myself from picking up the phone & calling or texting or something stupid. Something stupid that he’ll probably make me regret. Nights are the worst though. Somedays are better than others. We’ll just mark today as not so good.
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“Don’t tell me that you love me, because anyone can tell me that. Tell me that I make you tear up with anger and frustration, but at the end of the day you still want to lay down next to me, put your arms around me, and sleep.”—(via imbruk)